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Sunday, July 26, 2009

my heart...25 july 2009

Andai dapat
Ku undurkan putaran dunia
Inginku ubah semula kata
Dan tingkahlaku yang salah
Agar kita dapat seiring
Di mercu asmara
Tak ingin lagi
Dan tak mahu lagi berpisah
Bukan dengan kerelaan hati
Penyesalan yang tiada kesudahan
Ku tersepit dalam jerat sendiri

semoga ALLAH permudahkn perjalanan ak...ak hanya insan biasa yg x dpt lari dr melakukan kesilapan...tp..hatiku x pernah silap dan bohong utk meyayangi insan yg sememangnya terlalu istimewa buat driku..dan hanya drimu yg bertahta dihatiku syg...hurm..kuatkn lh hatiku yaALLAH dlm menempuhi dugaan Mu ini...

Friday, July 24, 2009

al-Hamdulilah ...24 july 2009

al-hamdulilah..syukur pdNya..keje yg ak impikan..tercapai jg..arini ak pegi interview..kt bandar tasik permaisuri..sbnrnya..ak dh 3 kali bg alasan x pegi company tu..hahaha...1st time, die sruh dtg interview, ak tgh tgk wayang..tp ak ckp ak de hal..ps2 ak igt dh xde call lg kot... 2nd day..die call sruh dtg..tp mse tu ak tgh segugut..ak ckp lh..x dpt dtg..period...lntak lh bos die nk kate per..ak ckp kt budak tu..klu bos xnk pgl interview pun xper..sbnrny ak yg busan nk g interview + segugut...ps2 ak pk mesti company xde pgl ak..

tp..x sngke plak..3rd day seterusnyer..company ni call ak lg..die sruh dtg petang..tp ak ckp dgn die..ak x dpt pegi ptg..walhal ak tgh bikin rmbut ak ni..wakakaka...ak ckp..sok lh sye dtg..ps2..budak ni tnya bos die..n bos stuju..

n pd arini..budak tu lg skali call ak...tnya ak jd dtg ker x...ak ckp jd..interview pkul 3..tp ak dtg lwt..mmg sngaje ak dtg lewat...pduli lh..wakakaka..smpai ajer office..trus isi borang..sbnrnya ak xtau company ni wat per..ak men apply jer post accountant..ps2 bos die pgl..2 bos laki interview ak...ak cter psl background ak...tp bos tu tnya..awk dh ade bf...ak ckp lh..xde..huhu
( aper kes lh bos ni) than die ckp..ssh btul nk pgl awk interview..ade ajer program awk..ak snyum2 malu jer..ps2..bos tu cter lh psl company ni..sbnrnyer company nie contructor yg bekerjasama dgn TNB...ps2..bos sruh ak g opis len..tgk bhgan akaun..die kata klu org yg guide ak tu ckp..ak ok..ak akn dpt kje..

smpai tmpt akaun..ak tgk ok lh akaun deorg..nmpk smple..n mudah ak nk ikuti..(dlm ati gelak..alahai..ni jer keje akaun.mcm nk nges..uwaaa)..kerek btul ak...tp ak ckp dgn akk tu...akk sye ni x reti akaun sgt..( walhal ak mmg reti..huhuhu) sjer jer...lps ak bljo smua..ak blk ke opis 1st td...tggu bos dlu...ps2 bos dtg...trus die kata...ok lh..awak bleh stat kje..sok awk dtg...n die pun tawar gj yg bg ak..bleh lh tahan..for starting at the 1st as fresh graduted..ps2 die kata nk tgk performance ak..klu ak ok..ak akn naek cpt gj..ok..ak pgng kte bos ak..klu die x naek kn gj ak..ak bako company die..n kete mercedes die..wawawawa...pdn muka bos..

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

17-20 july..i should thinking my family 1st...

17 july(jumaat)..akk ak call tnya nk blk jb x...ak ckp xnk..sbb ak ade hal..(hal kecil ajer)..ps2 akk ak ckp blk lh..sbb nk bli persiapan raya..hurm..ak tetap bekeras xnk blk...disbb kn hal yg x sepatutnyer..ak sggup x blk..
tp ape yg ak plan...smua x mnjadi...drpd 18 july ari sbtu plan..tp postpone kpd 19 july ari ahad..ps2 ble tbe ari ahad...smua x jd...why ak yg berye2..hurm..mybe ni balasan...utamakn org len dr family ak...dgn family ak..ak xdpt bersme bli persiapan raya...dlu ak bljar...sesebuk mne pun ak ttp blk..ak x pnh miss utk bli smua persiapan...mum n sis...im so sowy...sedih gler...nmpk jer ak kental...tp ak ni mudah nges...mmg ak nges mse tu..n nsb baik A yg bnyk cool down kn ak...

lps plan x jd..mcm2 lh cre A nk happy kn ak blk...die bw ak g sogo dlu...ps2..kmi karoke n men game..ps2 melepak...smpai lwat mlm..sian die..smpai x keje mlm mylan kerenah ak..tp ak lg terkilan..die blk keje..trus dtg amik ak semata2 hal ni..tp smua plan x jd...dh lh pnt..ps2 mnambahkn lg kegembiraan( hppy lh sgt) dlm hati die..hahaha

20 july(isnin) pagi A ajak ak tgk wyg..lps sarap..trus kmi bli tiket..ps2 kmi men bowling..mcm beselh..A msti mnng..tp tu bkn perlawann..ak sruh A ajar ajer...huhu..

lps men bowling..ak g karoke lg...hmmm tmpt ni lg best dr smlm..murah n besa..n 4 jam...bayang kn...kmi melalak dr tgh ari smpai ptg...4 jam..2 org ajer nyayi...mmg x larat..ps2..sore dh pecah..lps abis karok...kmi snggah mkn nan cheese n tandoori...then blk umh... mmg lepak ak 2 ari ni...n tima kaseh A...sbb lyn sye n berada disisi saat sye sedih...=)

Thursday, July 16, 2009

16 july 2009..what im thinking!!! hurm..

arini..ak uruskn sjl tamat pngajian kt kolej...ak g dgn kwn baik ak..die dr perak..tp stay kt umh sewa ak 1 mlm.. ble jmpe die...terkejut die tgk ak...die tnya..npe ak nmpk x terurus..mcm bnyk mslh..ak snyum jer tgk muka die...die berye2 nk sgt tau psl ak..ak pun cter lh..ape yg blaku pd ak slme ni.. die terkejut...n die nges..sbb die x sngke..ak sggup tgglkn kemewahan yg fmly ak bg..semata2 nk berdikari...tp..insyaallah..smoga di luaskn pntu rezeki ak..die pun kte xsngke ak bleh jd mcm ni...x sngke ak nk berdikari...n x sngke ak nk hdup ssh....(hnya tuhan sje yg tau dlm hatiku n ape yg ak tmpuh slme ni)..

mekar kn lh snyumanku n tabahlh hatiku...ak xnk kwn2 ak bersedih..ak nk org disisi ak sntiasa hppy...biarlh..smuanyer tersmbunyi..huhu...

mlm ni akk ak call...tnya..nk blk jb x...ak ckp wat per...die kte nk bli persiapan bju raya....ak ckp dgn die..xyh bli bju ak...(smbil tahan sebak mse ckp)..ak wndu kt fmly ak..tp tggu lh dlu smua ni...hope deorg phm..

ok nk cter bnde happy plak...xnk lh..asyik emo ajeer...hahaha...ak pesan dgn kwn ak dr perak ikan msn perkasam...skali die bw..bnyk gler..psni gerenti..ak kena drh tgi.wawawa...
bkn setakat ikn perkasam die bw..jns2 ikan msn yg len pun ade....syg effa n ur mum...dh lme ak ngidam mkn ikn msn perkasam...akhirny dpt jg...alhamdulilah

ptg td ak msk...sardin+ ikn masin+ telo....wah...bkn men selera ak mkn...ak pelawa kwn ak mkn... tp ak yg mkn bnyk...mcm ade 10 ns...tp ak yg bedal 9...ps2 baki1 utk kwn ak mkn...ades...die bdn beso...tp mkn ckt...rugi2..x mkn ikan perkasam...igt snng nk dpt...dh lh free....pstu ssh nk cr...heheh...

n tima kaseh...A..sudi dgr mslh sy mlm ni..n bnyk bg smgat kt sy...huhu...smoga perjalanan esok..mmbw keceriaan n dimurahkn rezeki dr mu ya ALLAH..amin

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

15 july 2009 interview at menara maybank

arini ak ade interview lg...hdup ak ni..pnuh dgn interview ajer..keje yg sesuai dgn dri ak..xdpt2 lg..busan!!!! argh!!...

maybank ni pun sme..tawarkn ak post consumer services executive..wat marketing lg...busan n mnyampah ak dgr word "marketing"..muka ak ni bkn utk wat marketing..n ak pnt lh lalui lg smua ni...sbb ak dh rse dlu lh ak ckp..hmmm...

td interview mcm bese..2 chinese female interview ak...speaking omputih..ps ak introduce dri ak..sesi soal jwb mcm bese..ps2..last br..sesi utk ak tnya ape shj..mcm bese lh..soalan 1st ak..ak tnya basic salary..huhu..gj yg lumayan tu..n keje ni..x perlu mgharap komisen..ps2 keje 5 ari..n klu dpt..ak kena training 3 bln kt bangi..ps2..contract 2 thn..

ak mmg berbelah bg..nk keje ker x...sbb ak x suka wat kje marketing...ssh oiii nk treat customer..sruh wat loan umh n loan asb..tp gj tu yg mnyebabkn ak pk 2-800 kli..wawawa... tp interviewer sruh ak tggu 2 mggu..klu ade rezeki..adelh..klu xde..ak trima..sbb ramai gler candidate yg dtg utk interview...lbih kurng 15 org..smua nmpk hbt...xperlh moga2..ade rezeki ak...huhu

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

14 july 2009..movie time..

happy sgt arini..ade insan yg sudi bw ak g menonton movie, mkn kek coklat indulgen my favourite n grill chiken bbq pluss coklat blended..yummy.....mmg happy sgt..sbb ak dh lme x mkn bnde yg ak suka..dlu mse study + loan dr ayah ak..hehehe..bnde ni lh yg ak slalu mkn after shopping...skrng..rasekn kesusahan..family ak sruh hndle business family..tp ak degil xnk.. bekeras nk keje sndri..tp smpai skrng ak xdpt keje gak..n ak telah jd penanam anggur yg berjaya..huhu + tiada lg loan dr ayah ak...sedih mmg sedih..tp nk wat mcmner..xkn ak nk mnta..ak yg degil nk adventure di dunia luar..so xkn ak nk mengharap duit family...sedihnyer..... br ak rse sshnyer nk cr duit...n br skrng ak pndai berjimat..klu dlu..dgn kredit kad ayah ak bg + duit blnje lg stp mggu+ loan mara...mmg x termakan ak..smpaikn loan mara pun ak x sntuh..sbb dh ckup dgn duit ayah ak..

tp skrng..hurm...nk mnta duit..ak malu..dh lh xnk keje dgn family..ps2 degil..ade hati nk mnta duit ayah..wlupun ayah ak tiap2 ari call tnya ak ok ker x kt kl...sedihnyer........ak wndu ayah n mama, adik2 ak..akk n atok ak..uwaaa..smoga tuhan kuatkn lh hati ak..

ble dh hdup sndri..tnpa bntuan..mmg rse ssh sgt..ak x pnh rse ssh mcm ni..ak x pnh mkn 1 lauk ajer...tp skrng ak dh alami sndri..sop sop sop..

ok lh berbalik brita happy td..ak hppy dpt tgk movie n mkn2..n bli brg dpur ckt..smua ditaja insan yg baik..tima kaseh A ..insyaAllah sy xkn lupa segala jasa awk..bnyk bntu sy.. nnt ble dh kje n ade gaji...gilran sy plak..blnje awk..huhu..ak pun malu..bnyk sshkn die, n sshkn seorg lagi insan.. tima kaseh F..deorg ni lh..insan yg bnyk bntu ak time ak ssh..ak akn bls smua..

semoga..Allah murah kn pintu rezeki ak utk dptkn keje..amin

Monday, July 13, 2009

interview 13 july 2009

arini ak g training...tbe2 rse rajin nk pegi...tp ak bgn lewat..org tu sruh pegi pkul 9am..tp ak smpai kul 9.30am..wat mcm offices bapak ak...wawawa..ps2..dlm perjalanan ni..ak lapar sgt..sngh jap bli kuih dpn umh ak..ps2 nek tren menuju .. ke hang tuah..ps2 nek monorail kl ker jalan raja chulan..smpai ajer..ak tgk ramainyer yg nk msuk training n ade yg pegi interview

ps2...ade seorg akk pgl ak msuk opis..sbb sblum ni..ak tggu kt reception..msuk ajer dlm opis..tau x perasaan ak pertama kali stelh ak msuk.."bullshit..ak kena tpu..gmpng sial celaka."..smua kuar dlm hati ak..hahaha..

ps2..ak ddk 1 meja pnjg yg share dgn trainer len..ble yg incharge trainer xde..ak g bsuh budak2 tu..ak ckp..ni smua tpo..ak tnya seorg2 mnta ape..smua ckp mnta len..mcm clerk lh, admin lh..n so on..ps2..lps tue...ak trus ckp korunk tau x nnt per keje korunk kena wat.. korunk kena tgk graph static n treat de customer to invest and change money as usd,pound sterling, yen japan n swiss france..so..ble korunk x dpt customer gj korunk x jln...

tbe2 incharge trainer dtg...duk trng smua psl company..siap tunjuk ade lesen suruhanjaya sumpah..mcm kimak..siakkk...ak pun x heran nk tgk...ps2 die trng kn..klu nk invest..plg koman 1ok usd bersamaan 36k ringgit malaysia..ade ker customer yg brani..lps akk tu xde...ak ckp lg kt budak2 ni..korunk nk ker cr customer n sruh mereka invest sbnyak rm36k..ssh kte nk percayakn org..n make de invest..ps2 ble korunk x dpt customer gj korunk x jln..commision pun xde..wat de fuck lh..lps dgr ceramah ak..msng2 pk..smua ckp xnk..tp ak ckp rilex..nnt lunch hour korunk cbut..jaat x ak..tp ak rase ni tggung jawb ak bgtau per yg ak tau..

sbb ak dh bnyk g intrview..smu mnta ak jd as a consultan..phm2 lh de task consultan kn..ak dh penah jd salegurl..ak tau bpe perit nk dpt customer..ak x malu dgn keje yg ak lakukn..jnji halal..tp company yg ak kje dlu x telus..ble ak smggu keje..br die bgtau hal sbnr..mcm sial kn.. so ak pun berenti trus..smpaikn bos call ak..ak x angkat, tp ak htr msj ckp nk quit..mls keje..

ok berbalik cter td..incharge tu siap ckp die pun melabur rm36k.. pstu ak trus tnya..bper income akk dpt...die ckp every month she get 7k until 8k..pstu ak trus sndir dpn budak2 ni..klu akk dh dpt income yg bnyk..knpe akk kje..ps2..trus die bg alsan..mne cukup 7k and 8k tu...pdhal..ak tgk akk tu dr ats kebwh..dr tudung hingga kasut die...smua brng murah n nmpk buruk..dgn tdung ekin rm10 kt msjid jamek...bkn niat ak nk menghina org..tp x relevan klu die ckp..x ckup 7k tu.. atleast klu ade duit bnyk..bli lh..brng yg mhl ckt n pnampilan nmpk kms..br org leh confiden dgn kata2 die..btul x..

tbe2 ade staff pgl..die kte sila bw beg skali..rp2ny...ak kena jmpe big bos trus..tau x big bos tu ckp ape..nurul u can stop training now today...wakakaka..die halau ak siak...ps2..ak aper lg trus tnya..y u put in advertise dis company want admin and clerk..n u put de task admin n clerk.. n i see every task u put...not inlude treat customer n get commision n learn statistic.. tau x bos tu mrh gler kt ak..trus ckp..ok nurul..u must noe about company 1st..if company jual gro n drug.. n want file..bpe cutting gro tu..mcm kulit gro tu..nk g htr mne gro tu..u tau ker nk bg mne file..
dlm hati ak ni ckp..mcm sial..die bg cth tu....ps2 ak tnya lg..klu ak dpt kje ni..ak mmg tetap kena lakukn keje treat customer kn..then die kte posting admin xde..mcm celaka...klu xde yg g ltk dlm iklan pesal...wakakaka..ps2 die kte opis sblh tgh renovate..pdhal..ak tgk xde lh luas mne..n not relevan he tell me..7 month x siap2 lg..bgnn yg dpn kolej ak pun bleh siap...lg besar dr opis ni..

ish penipu2..xkn kemana...kpd kwn2..klu ade jmpe nme company..oriental world, level 20-9 kt wisma mpl jln chulan..jgn pegi..fuck trus company tu...sekian..wassalam

Sunday, July 12, 2009

i miss my mum

ak rindu sgt kt mum ak..dia skt skrng ni...ak wndu die..ak klu boleh nk tdo sblh die stiap mlm..ak nk suapkn mum ak n jg die smpai sembuh..tp apa kn daya..ak pun ade tugas yg perlu di selesaikn..ak nk cr keje..ak nk hdup berdikari tnpa family ak...bukan lh ak nk belakang kn family ak...tp klu bleh..ak nk cuba berdikari tnpa susahkn mereka...ayah ak pula sruh ak duk jb ajer...cr kje kt jb or kje dgn die..tp ak ckp nnt dulu...bg ak masa n pluang utk ak berdikari n cuba dlu... semoga tuhan murah kn rezeki ak...amin...n yg penting..semoga mum ak cpt smbuh..tp klu lh.. dh nk puasa ak msh x dpt kje...insyaallah ak akn kembali ke pangkuan keluarga ak..lgpun tiada ape pun di kl..hanya kwn..n tekanan...ak pun bnyk ssh kn kwn2 ak...x sggup ak nk beban kn mereka lg..semoga ALLAH murah pintu rezeki ak...amin

12 july 2009

hari ni..ak 1st time ak created blog..tgk kwn2 wat...mcm best lh...ak slalu follow blog fina, yana, n bumi..sbb yg tu sahaja ak tau ade blog..tp klu yg len ade..ak psti ak jengah juga..ak suka bce per yg diluahkn org..sbb hati x dpt mnipu...ak yakin yg deorg tulis smuany..dtg dr hati..n lg 1 bce pndapat mereka, komen mereka tentang sesuatu....rse seronok..hlng bosan dr ini